I Suck At Sharing My Blog

i suck at sharing my blog. i have never sent any of my friends a link to my blog since i've began blogging... until today.

today, i decided to send my friend (aimee) a link to my blog as she was curious as to what i did with the rest of my day after dim sum. as i was too lazy to type what i did in an email, i sent her the link to my blog about how i suck at dim sum.

it's a weird feeling to actually send a friend a link to your blog. i think what makes the feeling peculiar is not because providing a link to my blog allows people to access your personal thoughts and feelings (i would normally tell people my thoughts anyway because i lack that filter when talking), but because i worry if the people who know me who read my blog will think i'm stupid that i suck at a lot of things. it's almost like i need approval for my blog... as though i feel that i lack confidence in what i'm doing, which perhaps could be the case. i remember growing up, i was always my harshest critic when it came to writing. everything i wrote was never good enough to me no matter what other people told me. i think i'll have to work on that.

oh well. regardless, i guess i'll see if aimee returns to visit my blog anytime soon.